random writing ^_^;;;

Soooo I haven't written anything worth reading in years. I haven't even picked up a book in a year! And I LOVE reading :( I think I go through "phases" where I am obsessed with something, and forget about my other interests. Like right now, it's video games. In a month or two, it might shift to drawing. And then I'll probably go back to reading, and read like...10 books, get bored, and do something else.

I only have one idea that has stuck with me for a little while, but it isn't that good. Even though it only exists in rough details from my brain, I'll try my best to make it readable..somewhat.

It was actually made when I had a stupid dream that I was gonna be a video game designer someday. That dream died when I walked into an "advanced" photoshop class (it didn't say it was advanced on webadvisor, those liars!) and I practially cried from extreme frustration! The first day, they wanted me to make an animation! I was in shock! I just wanted to learn how to make pictures pretty! Not sit down and actually MAKE A FREAKIN FULL LENGTH ANIMATED FILM...?! I didn't even know that photoshop could do that! So my dream of being a video game designer died, but this story I had in my head didn't.

This story is a hybrid; born from many meshed up elements of various survival horror games I've played such as Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Fatal Frame, and even Bioshock. Is Bioshock a survival horror game? I'm just gonna label it that since it was a scary game...probably more of a first person shooter but ooooooooh well!!!!!!

So what I am meant to say out of all of this is that I have only one idea I'm gonna stick with, and that's it. Until I get back into writing as I use to, but too bad my brain wants to think of other things, like the release of Heavy Rain in a couple of weeks. Or the exciting anticipation for the release of another game next month, Final Fantasy XIII!!! OR the excitment that God of War 3 will be out soon too! March madness is killing me! Both in excitment and financially! Ugh!

So meh..I am alone today, as I have posted before. Allen is working 4-12pm. Angi is working. Patty is in Neptune. Josh is...somewhere...and all of the other roomates are definitely not here.

I am alone...

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I'm gonna go make some mac and cheese then! Huzzah!