lazy days

Not much has happened. Been super lazy this summer. Usually I have a summer job that consumes most of my free time, but I prefer not doing anything until september. I hate working...it makes me depressed. The pay is always low, the customers were always shitty, and my co-workers were usually assholes. My old bosses weren't that nice either. They would always sit around and do nothing...and then yell when something went wrong, fart, and then go back to doing nothing. Alot of people like to work for the paycheck. I'd rather stay at home and sleep than take all the abuse. It's not worth a crappy paycheck.
But being unemployed sucks too. I'm dirt poor! In the beginning of the summer, I had enough money to survive for what I thought was the rest of the summer, but nah. I didn't think about the cost of groceries, gas money, paying the mechanic for changing my oil, the money spent on going to the beach with my family, day trips, concerts, buying an xbox, etc. etc. It all added up in the end, and the money disappeared quickly.
Now I'm hoping my first few unemployment checks come in. I'm not sure if I'm even going to get unemployment checks in the first place. But if I do, I'll be set for a while. If not, then I really need to start finding a job ASAP...even though I despise working...ugh. I've done it for 4 years nonstop...and this break feels good...but I guess I have more expenses now than ever that have to be taken care of. I can't do that with an empty bank account. And my parents will never support me, so I am entirely on my own from now on. And I am fully aware that they won't help me when it comes to paying off all my college loans in the future. All of this I must take care of by myself. But that doesn't concern me right now. All I care about is the present. It's the best way not to stress out.

Well that's my current dilemma. Nothing exciting has happened. I've been playing alot of video games and been reading alot of books. Most of my friends are away on vacation and I haven't seen anybody in a while. Most of my time has been spent hanging out with my boyfriend. We're never tired of each other, so it's not a huge problem for me. We rarely fight too, which is great. Drama isn't a daily thing for us either. It's more like a once every few months thing, and it is always resolved quickly. Man, I love this kid :)

And I can't type for shit. ARGGGGGGGHHHHH

bye