Hot chocolate and broken dreams

Yes, another post on the same day. I am one bored person.

So I have been a huge fan of youtube for about four years. I spend countless hours watching videos, commenting them, and favoriting them. I have watched many youtubers become famous. I have watch them skyrocket to the point where youtube was paying them money based upon the amount of views they received. And just recently, like about the past couple weeks, I've been wanting to start my own vlog.

A Vlog? But my life is really boring! Why would people want to watch it?

Well it doesn't matter to me anymore. I think this vlog will help me build the confidence I need to get through life. And who knows, maybe my life will seem fun and entertaining to some people. Maybe they can relate too; that they have similar boring lives just like mine.

I also wanted to make a vlog about Jersey Shore life. To show people that the Jersey Shore is NOTHING like the hit MTV show that everyone has been raving about. In fact, that show is only about BENNIES who invade the shore in the summer only to party and hook up. The whole purpose of even going to the shore isn't even shown to the world. Since I was born and raised at the shore, maybe from bits and pieces from my vlog, people will understand what it is really like.

Maybe I'll do a vlog all about life in new jersey. I've been looking for a vlog similar to mine, but couldn't find anything that interesting. Maybe this can be like a travel video, where I can visit various places in my home state and give it a personal rating. Maybe I can also do some Weird NJ stuff and show whether it is worth trying or not (hopefully, without getting arrested in the process) and maybe it'll just be a normal vlog about a poor college student with no ambitions in life, and lives day by day as a lazy bum.

Whatever it is going to be about, I hope it turns out ok. I just have to buy a camera first. I've been looking at that Flip Cam site, and that looks like the best camera I can get for now. Someday, I can probably get a better camera. But that's too far in the future. For now, it will be me, my flip cam, and all the ideas I have accumulating in my head for several years of being an invisible youtube fan.

And now, it is time for me to put my ideas to the test, and try to gain a place in the active youtube community. Wish me luck! :)