Whenever there is a period of happiness in my life, a period of sadness follows. I can never win. And when I do, it doesn't last as long as I want it to. It is in my power, but my emotions decide to barge in and take over. I've been kind of crazy lately. It's probably from lake of food and sleep. Also lake of a social life. Whenever I leave allen and go back to Spring Lake, my mood shifts dramatically. I get extremely neurotic and can't control my emotions as much. I hate it. I don't even think about things anymore, and yet tears fall on their own. I HATE IT!
And my parents are pissing me off too. My step-dad took the roll of the class A bitch and my mom is never home becuase she only cares about work and nothing else! And then when she is home, she's locked up in her room, YELLING into her cell phone for hours. She never talks normal when she's on her phone, it's always LOUD AND ANNOYING. I can't think! Or take a peaceful nap! It drives me crazy! And no one understands...
My friend Maxx just told me he missed me...alot...and I dunno how to respond.
I don't think I've met anyone whose said that to me. I'm usually the one who misses someone alot and tells them while crying. And then they normally say they dont miss me.
....I'm such a poop :( I gotta stop right now.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
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