Things are more bearable now

Yeah so I had this inner angst for a while, and I was finally able to tell someone about it. It feels good to let out some crazy inner feelings. If I didn't, I swear I would have imploded or something. Now things are back to normal. I cannot say the exact details of my inner angst or what has really been bugging me lately. Sorry, but my mind is my own and I don't wanna share! I did share it with the right person, which was a great thing to do. Now I can move on, hopefully and get over a mild infatuation I had with another. Now I can get rid of stupid feelings and be focused for once.

My birthday is coming up! Next weekend, actually. And I can't wait! It wasn't a total disaster as I thought it would be, and I am thankful for having such good, caring friends. I have only a few, but they really matter in my life. To me, it's better having a few close friends instead of many fake friends. I did that once, and it didn't work out at all. I'm not going down that road ever again.

As for what I did today, isn;t much to talk or brag about. I spent half the day sleeping and feeling sick, and the other with my boyfriend. I bought him God of War 3 since I owed him money and we played the game for hours. We also traded pokemans and snuggled for a little while. He was suppose to hang out with an old friend, but she never texted me back. I was sort of relieved about that. He use to like her way before he met me, but whenever he hung out with her, I always got jealous for no reason. I regret saying mean stuff about a person I barely know, but I really don't want him to hang out with her. It brings back memories from a time where him and I weren't together. A time where Allen was absolutely obsessed with another girl, and she ended up breaking his heart. I guess I'll never forgive her for doing that to him. And tonight, for the hundreth time, she didn't follow through with her plans and left allen hanging. I'm glad she didn't do that. I was there to catch him and spend my own time with him. I would drop everything to be with the one I love. Apprarently she didn't back then and won't now. I just don't understand why he still likes her. I'll never like her...

After the lovely snuggling, Allen left. He was tired and wanted to go home. I don't blame him. I wish I could go with him too, but I have schoolwork to do and other plans to follow through. Unlike his old friend, I follow through with most of my plans. I care about the ones I make them with too.

Well I'm gonna write and try to settle down for the night. Byeeeeeee