Feeling sick

I had a very bad day. It seems that everyone wants to yell at me randomly today. I was a dumbass and didn't dig my truck out of the snow like I should have. It's been over a week. Sooo I thought, HEY I CAN DRIVE THROUGH THIS! Dumb! Dumb! DUMB! I got stuck. My mom and I yelled at each other for an hour, and then she gave in. She drove me to school. She yelled at me the whole drive there. Something about responsibility and me being a dumb bitch. I get it already. I got to class on time, and then fell asleep. Only had two hours of sleep.

Then my crazy father picked me up and helped me dig the truck out. It took us an hour, but we did it! I was so happy! And then the happiness faded when I went home.

My stepdad went nuts when I took a little too long to get up and walk the dog. I fell asleep for an hour. I was extremely tired and groggy. Still am. He invaded my bedroom and yelled at me for a couple of minutes and then stormed off. I then got up and walked the dog. I hate it when people yell at me.

I get it. I'm stupid. I'm over it. They should too...

And now I am feeling sick. These winter blues are taking over. I wish the snow and cold weather can go away. It's taking a toll on my emotions and body.

All I want to do is sleep.